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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i'm so darn tired now.
study skills for the last 2 days was great!
the trainers were sooo funny.
i think that this is the best course i've ever been to.
cried like shit today.
cuz i can totally relate to whatever Amin said.
bout him seeing his grandfather's face, hopiing it was a dream and that his grandfather would just suddenly wake up.
it was the same with my father.
except that it took me too long to know that he would never come back, that he'd never take me out again.
still remembered my mum told me that a few days after my dad's funeral, she found me shouting at the sky
"GOD! why did you take daddy away?"
i was only 4 then.
and when Amin asked us to imagine the two people in my life dead,
i almost broke down.
it was so painful, to have to imagine the last 2 members of my family dead.
i felt so alone then. like nothing ever matters anymore...
should i reply?
this post is so emo.
haha.but study skills is really great.
a totally new experience.
jean
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- 11:41 PM
